REASON TO BE DEPRESSED

Okay, maybe you know I always looks happy-go-lucky without any problems =____=;;

errr yeah, because there's someone who said I always be the moodmaker, and if I looks depressed it's not a good situation after all~ and yadda yadda yadda. So I'll act behind my mask, I'll act like nothing happened so no need to worry about me, guys.

Errrrr, but I ended up somehow crying in front of my friends. Stupid, I know. But I depressed badly and I don't know what I need to do.

REASON TO BE DEPRESSED

*THERE IS MID TERM EXAM FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

I'M TOO LAZY TO STUDY YOU KNOOOWWWWWWWWW D'8

and, if I failed, my family will said that's not because I'm stupid, but because... wrong program. Again.

*I NEED WASHING MACHINE PLZ, I almost dead because of huge amount of dirty clothes ffffff

there's a computer in the dorm, why there isn't any washing machine??? D'8

*I HATE MY DORM SERIOUSLY.

A big liar dorm headmaster. A strict rules. Strange-looking (and taste) food. Dirty toilet. No washing machine. Must pay if we used computer facility (luckily I have you Lud ).

*HOMESICK. HOMESICK. HOMESICK

*BETRAYAL

why do you all always betray me?? I had already enough ;;_____;;

I always trying to save you all, but why it always turned like this? Uggghhh seriously I dunno I must hate you or hate myself ;;_____;;

*MYSELF

I'm an egoist person. I'm not a oh-so-good-friend type.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm sorry.

I'm tired of crying. Gotta off for studying.

I'm sorry.