Kamis, 25 Februari 2010

I'M ALLRIGHTTTTTT 8DDD

HEY THERE SORRY TO MAKE YOU ALL WORRIED
LOOK I'M SO HAPPY SO HAPPY SO HAPPY
*slapped*
okay, maybe I scared you all with my previous post =_____=;; but trust me, all that you read is just a leftover from my depression, after crying for almost one day. And I thought it's so funny that I could study sosiology with tears in my eyes. LOLOLOLOL
Oh don't worry about me. I'm a happy-go-lucky person, If I looks so depressed today, tomorrow I'll be normal again.

Oh, by the way, Ageha-san gave me Ace Attorney : Investigation several days ago. I'm sooo excited but I'll wait until midterm is finished, so I can play without any guilty feelings LOLOLOL (and honestly, I'm too lazy to think right now. *slapped*)
Why so handsome, Edgey???
And he makes me so excited when studying econometry. Edgeworth theory just can't go out from my mind *w*
(I forgot you Marshall, sorry *slapped*)

yesterday I visited this site, and totally amazed how could a blog turned into a cute sites like that. I wish I had a hobby that I can share with you all *sigh*
How can I make this blog more useful? Any idea?? =w=d

Selasa, 23 Februari 2010

REASON TO BE DEPRESSED

Okay, maybe you know I always looks happy-go-lucky without any problems =____=;;
errr yeah, because there's someone who said I always be the moodmaker, and if I looks depressed it's not a good situation after all~ and yadda yadda yadda. So I'll act behind my mask, I'll act like nothing happened so no need to worry about me, guys.

Errrrr, but I ended up somehow crying in front of my friends. Stupid, I know. But I depressed badly and I don't know what I need to do.

REASON TO BE DEPRESSED

*THERE IS MID TERM EXAM FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
I'M TOO LAZY TO STUDY YOU KNOOOWWWWWWWWW D'8
and, if I failed, my family will said that's not because I'm stupid, but because... wrong program. Again.

*I NEED WASHING MACHINE PLZ, I almost dead because of huge amount of dirty clothes ffffff
there's a computer in the dorm, why there isn't any washing machine??? D'8

*I HATE MY DORM SERIOUSLY.
A big liar dorm headmaster. A strict rules. Strange-looking (and taste) food. Dirty toilet. No washing machine. Must pay if we used computer facility (luckily I have you Lud ).

*HOMESICK. HOMESICK. HOMESICK

*BETRAYAL
why do you all always betray me?? I had already enough ;;_____;;
I always trying to save you all, but why it always turned like this? Uggghhh seriously I dunno I must hate you or hate myself ;;_____;;

*MYSELF
I'm an egoist person. I'm not a oh-so-good-friend type.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry.

I'm tired of crying. Gotta off for studying.
I'm sorry.